Well here I am again...

It is two days until my birthday and for some reason this isn't making my feel all that good. I guess it is past experiences that catch up with me every year. Stuff sucks, but thats ok...it'll all be over soon and hey, the presents aren't a bad perk either.

The other thing that is trying to kill me is that I ended up telling Amanda that I like her and the result is that we will just be friends and nothing more. I hate it, but I am going through it and I will somehow live.

Thats about all there is, so if I am a little cranky for another day or two, or spacey during the same time period, I am sorry

Noodle out.

I suppose now that i restarted my writing, I should stick with it...

Hmmm...today was an interesting one. So far I have begun my roman history classes...plural...that means in the morning I learn about first century BCE and in the afternoon I learn about first century CE...what fun. After that, I had some good times with friends which eventually evolved into gambling card games for three and a half hours and me putting my one dollar that I managed to salvage in my hat.

Now it is three in the morning and I am kinda bored out of my mind, but have no need of awakening in the morning so I am not terribly worried.

Well thats all for now..

Noodle out.

its been a while because sometimes i dont like writing stuff...

Hi again. Its me and now that I am back at school and have some time, I decided to write something. Today kinda blew because I got up at 5:30 so that I could get a ride back to school before my class started at 11...a three and a half hour drive this morning...not fun.

But anyway, very little is new, but I am going to let Amanda know how I feel about her through a gift and letter which ideally I would drop off in her room for her without her knowing...failing that I dont know.... in a lot of ways I am very afraid of rejection and in some other ways of the future regardless of whether or not she decides to go out with me.

Another little peice of news is that this post should be renamed from when the whole world starts to kick you, kick back to I am going to talk about Amanda all the fucking time because thats what I do.

Noodle out.