I am not good at curling into a ball and my back hurts...

It appears that I am not very good at curling up into a ball. Perhaps this is because I am not perfectly flexible. But at any rate, its not working very well. Going into the corner or under the covers, on the other hand, are things I can deal with.

Things are on the up swing from their low this past week, but they still aren’t exceptionally good. I am no longer household enemy number one, but now my back is acting up, and other problems from the past are still happening. I also have a money issue, needing to get through next Thursday on an exceptionally tight budget. I am also rather sore.

Another thing that has been on my mind lately…well that a major understatement….is a person—I will leave out names for now (I might speak up later, and if you happen to know, please keep quiet until I announce it). I haven’t been able to get her off of my mind for a while now, and it is one of the most annoying things for a number of reasons. 1) I know a lot of reasons that it would never work out. 2) Honestly, I am afraid…of the unknown, of rejection. 3) This is not a fun thing to have nagging at the back of your mind. 4) It just is. 5) I am not even sure if I really like her or not, I just can’t get her out of my head. 6) I think if anything did happen, and things fell apart, it would be awkward.

Today I got to work for 8 hours, going through a 9 hour stretch where I got to sit down for exactly ten minutes…I don’t recommend doing it. I get to do the same thing tomorrow except that the stretch may be longer because there is a parade before I get to be so lucky as to go to work. Joy. But at least I get to earn money from it…which I receive next Thursday.

Also, I listen to some odd and sometimes unpopular music (stuff that other people don’t like). I haven’t done an opinion poll for this one, but I recently started listening to a little Bon Jovi, so if anyone knows some of his songs, just let me know.

Well that’s all for now. Please comment on this whether you know Bon Jovi songs, or have advice for me about this whole annoying deal with someone stuck in my head (at least she isn’t making like Athena and trying to get out). Also it would be amusing to see people speculate as to who this person who occupies my thoughts is. So if you would like to do any of the three (things I highly recommend), then respond or just talk to me over AIM or something. I would just ask that if I have told you who this person is (I think that is one or two people only) that you refrain from saying who it is.

Thanks.

Noodle out.