Josh gets to sound pathetic...
Alice in Wonder is done!!! I am so fucking happy you wouldnt believe it. No more lugging my computer all over campus, no more being stuck in Schwartz HOORAY!!
Scrubs is a great show. It is fun and interesting and talks about important things in a good way. Its interesting to watch and keeps me from thinking about things. Things that I dont want to think about, but do anyway.
Wow, I am such a dork. Baseball, DnD, basketball, history etc. Maybe that is part of my problem, but maybe not. I dunno, but I am a dork.
I HATE SOME THINGS!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE THEM! And I wish things would change, but they wont, so hopefully I will either be at work all summer, be playing DnD or playing disk and just never have time to think. Either that or I need an off switch for my brain. I know that I do this too, but sometimes people take things for granted and dont realize how lucky they are. My example is relationships. I recently have been helping some friends of mine through rough breakups and in some ways they just didnt realize how lucky they really were when they were involved with people. I know that when I find someone I can be with I will need to make a point of cherishing every moment together and every day that we are in a relationship. Granted, I know when I find someone, I will be basically dedicated to her in every way I can think of and basically her wish will be my command (within limits and not so far that I am mindless), however pathetic that sounds. It will just end up being that way. And then there will be the times that I cant submit to her wishes--like when I am doing something totally spontaneous for her or when I am playing sports or something.
The old fashioned gentleman, the knight in shining armor. If it took going to war to defend her honor, then thats what will be happening. As it happens, the two times I would fight (after I got a gf) would be to defend myself and to defend her, if she needed it. If she could take care of herself, then she can take care of herself, but if she needs help, I am there. If anyhting that she needs is within my means, then she is going to have it.
My back hurts becuase of the furniture, my head hurts from lacking sleep and to much work, my ankle is sore from playing basketball and there is an emptiness within me. I really need to find an isolated field that I can scream and yell in without getting in trouble, waking people up, or being seen. I might end up doing something like that when I get back home to vermont. And I dont want to hear Elvis right now.
Ok I guess that is it. So now two thingsfrom or based on dnd tonight:
Q. How much does Jesus love me?
A. This much. *spreads arms*
Q. Why do chicks dig Jesus?
A. Because he's hung like this. *spreads arms*
ElderNoodle (2:18:08 AM): i swear to god if life was like dnd, it would be an epic feat to speak 'girl'
ElderNoodle (2:18:22 AM): speaking 'guy' comes with common
Noodle out.
PS: Is it really to much to expect honesty, clarity and possibly even bluntness from girl? I mean they seem to expect it from us, cant we expect it back? Or are those words even in their vocabulary?
PPS Yes Yes, I know that I sound pathetic right now.
posted by Discipulus @ 10:06 PM
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Not pathetic at all. Nor is being the knight in shining armor the same as being whipped--and you've got the distinction down pretty well. And it's not too much to expect.
But meanwhile...so how long before we become epic college students? That's definately my first feat (unless someone can think of a better one).
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Ooooh, trouble for being blunt? Do tell, Nomi. Those are generally pretty fun stories.
But you've gotta concede that as much as teenage guys/young men are perverted and obsessed with sex, teenage girls/young women leave a bit to be desired on the brutal honesty front. Which isn't to say that there aren't decent guys or brutally honest girls (nor that one shouldn't expect to meet decent guys or brutally honest girls)--but they are generally accurate stereotypes, instead of crappy stereotypes.
I recently had a conversation along these lines with my mother, who is by far the smartest person in the world.
Me: Why are girls so annoying? I have no idea whether I stand a chance with this girl because she won't give me any signals!
Mother: Well, have you tried to give her signals on how you feel?
Me: ...No
Mother: So, maybe she's having the exact same problem and she's just as frustrated as you are.
Men are really quick to blame women for their problems without realizing their own. Not to say I'm perfect, but it's still something to think about.
As a clear, honest, and ridiculously blunt girl, I can tell you that men don't appreciate it nearly as much as they say they would. Passive girls are always more desired, and along with that territory comes secrets and indirectness. This comes from personal experience. Anyway, so, if you don't like it, then change the type of girl you like; or get over it, because it's part of what you're attracted to despite what you may think.
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