Yes, I have been known to be scared every so often...

At the moment I am afraid to put down any of the things that are making my life so difficult because they all need to get done, but if I was to put them down, I fear that I wouldnt be able to pick them back up.

I apologize for this week if I havent been myself. There has been a ton of stuff going on and my stress level was through the roof. This still isnt better and at the moment I dont see an end in sight, but hopefully it will begin to back off. The other reason I can apologize now is that however bad I feel inside, however out of it I seem, however much my body wants to give up, however broken I feel, I have regained control of myself to a certain extent.

Noodle out.