well....

According to my own confession, I should be sleeping right now trying to hold myself together (physically, mentally and emotionally) instead of daydreaming, but there are a couple of things I need to say.

The first of these things is that I am a little pissed at some of the guys on my basketball team right now because they pulled me out with two minutes left in the game for a worse player (IM sports we pull people at a reasonable time). Now it isnt the fact that I got pulled that pissed me off, its the way in which he went about it. We have some people who are god aweful basketball players but all they can do is talk about winning. If this guy had pulled me because I had been in for long enough, then sure, I still wouldnt like sitting, but I would live with it. It is that he pulled me under the pretense that we still had a chance and he really really wanted to win when I am a million times the player he is. So there. If you pull me cuz I have been in long enough fine, but dont give me this bullshit about strictly wanting to win, because if that is really what you wanted, I would be playing on that court until I got tired and then would be back in as soon as I am ready.

The rest of these things revolve around my lack of a female figure in my life that I could spend time with, but since this is an old issue I wont spend to much time on it. All I can say is that I feel somewhat lonely and want it to change

Noodle out.

And fuck any asshole who thinks he is pulling me to help the team when he is fucking terrible player